MAD AT THE SUN

Have you ever been mad at the sun for shining
through the window
You’ve been crying out
Like the tears from a cloud
 
Mother nature mother nature
Listen to me
Shine your lightning through me
Tear apart this cloud flying
 
Over me
For centuries
I’ve endlessly been in pain
 
And I was mad at the sun for shining
 All I felt was rain
 
Have you ever been—?
 
[Psalms 23 sample]
 
“In Partibus Infidelium”
Mad at—manic—mad at the sun?
Your lighting…flying
“In Partibus Infidelium”
And you’ve been crying—crying—pain
“In Partibus Infidelium”
Pain
Comfort me
 
…Forever
 
I can’t bear to look at the sun
Shining upon my mirror
It’s been crying out
Is there really a doubt?
 
Of an existence of a
higher being?
Momma said keep believing
But my heart is grieving
 
For an eternity
I’ll never be
The same again
 
Oh sun, why keep shining?
Darkness has no end
 
No…end
 
(Oh, sun!) Baby…
 
Night and day
(Mad at..mad at the sun)
Life and death
(Mad at the sun)
Loss and gain
Love and hate
Numb and pain
 

 
Night and day
What is there to believe in?
(Why keep…shining?)
Life and death
Loss and gain
Love and hate
Numb and pain
Pain, pain
 
There is no end
It’ll keep crying out
No matter how loud you shout
Evaporate me
The shadow you cast will never be the man I wanted in the end
 
I’m angry I’m questioning
Everything
Let the sunshine surround me after the rain 

[Outro: The Lord's Prayer]

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